This isn't the kind of thing I would normally talk about publicly, but I am finding it really hard to cope, so I just need to let it out. Please don't feel like you must reply.
One of my best friends body's was found in a river at the weekend, she was so beautiful and talented. I will miss her so much.
The whole things is very surreal, me and a friend will be going by her flat today to sort through some of her stuff, it will be hard, but I think it will be good healing too.
Half of me wants to stay here and deal with it, but the other half wants to run away. Grief is a very strange emotion, I don't feel myself at the moment, everything is different.
I wanted to share this picture of her, so even people who never met her can see her. She was really special and will be greatly missed.
At least now, she will finally be at peace.