Tuesday, 22 February 2011

goodbye lucy

This isn't the kind of thing I would normally talk about publicly, but I am finding it really hard to cope, so I just need to let it out. Please don't feel like you must reply.

One of my best friends body's was found in a river at the weekend, she was so beautiful and talented. I will miss her so much.

The whole things is very surreal, me and a friend will be going by her flat today to sort through some of her stuff, it will be hard, but I think it will be good healing too.

Half of me wants to stay here and deal with it, but the other half wants to run away. Grief is a very strange emotion, I don't feel myself at the moment, everything is different.

I wanted to share this picture of her, so even people who never met her can see her. She was really special and will be greatly missed.
At least now, she will finally be at peace.

R.I.P Lucy


  1. I hate to hear about your friend Lucy. Take some time for yourself as you deal with the loss.

  2. -hugs- I'm really sorry Jess. She seems like the type of girl who would light up a room when she entered. i never know what to say in these circumstances. I just hope you're ok and that you will be ok.


  3. She looks beautiful Jess. I can't begin to imagine what you are going through...just know you have people thinking of you and hoping you'll pull through this difficult time. If you need to talk, I'm here.

    Immie. <3

  4. I know I'm a stranger, I came across your blog through Renny, my prayers and thoughts go out to you <3